I want a cute ass relationship this year.
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danseurs: Dear you, I live perpetually in the past, clinging onto past memories, experiences in reminiscence. I recollect vestiges of us, furtive glances and surreptitious movements, a love so secretive of its kind. I laugh in remembrance of the way we lay on the grass and drowned into the infinite of…
The cure for anything is salt water - sweat, tears, or the sea.– Isak Dinesen (via farebellafigura)
Now that I'm off to college,
fakinghappy: I can’t cut. Not that I planned on it, but I mean, triggers won’t disappear. I’m less triggered when I’m not home, but still. I have a roommate now, and community bathrooms aren’t the greatest hiding places. It’ll be inconvenient, which is a good thing. I’m hoping that if I feel triggered a lot I can just go to therapy on campus. That’s one thing I’ve promised myself I’ll do: the...
Reblog if you honestly believe you're ugly.
it all comes out.
when i drink, i cant keep the horrible from the surface. it comes out in uncontrollable sobs. i wish it would go away but it needs out.
i just need to breathe. come on. you can do it.
how mcr saves me.
mcr makes me happy. the ideas in their music and the almost operatic complexity to their music actually makes me smile all the time. i could be so down and so depressed. my brain chemistry leans towards that. but i listen to mcr and even when im actually not doing that well i wont feel it as acutely as i would have if i werent listening to them. they take the sting out of the bite and make...
i really should go to sleep before all the shit i...
42) I'm just so depressed and I don't know why.
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I'm dead but breathing.
im such a child
i cry at everything. literally.
A human will die after an average of 264 hours of...
onwards . . . i suppose.
ill do my best to keep breathing. to not cringe and nearly start crying every time i see my reflection or become aware of my size. to see some sort of attractiveness. i mean other people can see it. im going to try. im not saying im going to succeed. but i am going to try.
a great saturday out on the town
rotteninsideandout: “we should go casket shopping together”
am i too broken to love? to be loved?
its not that i want to die. its not that i want to starve myself until i can stand the sight of myself and fall asleep with any of my limbs touching. i just want to feel okay. i want to feel alright with myself and be able to breathe normally all day. to not have a minor panic attack or depressive episode at work while trying to smile at customers and not hate them for existing and being in my...
9506) I hate everything about myself.
I starve for perfection.: Approaching someone with... →
fit-skinny-toned: fragilefille: thinkthinthighs: sweetthinspiration: I’m grateful to say that little of this applies to me. But I get it. And I wish more people did. —————- This completely applies to me. All of these things make me feel worse, I…