August 2011
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I want a cute ass relationship this year.
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danseurs:
Dear you,
I live perpetually in the past, clinging onto past memories, experiences in reminiscence. I recollect vestiges of us, furtive glances and surreptitious movements, a love so secretive of its kind. I laugh in remembrance of the way we lay on the grass and drowned into the infinite of…
“The cure for anything is salt water - sweat, tears, or the sea.”
– Isak Dinesen (via farebellafigura)
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Now that I'm off to college,
fakinghappy:
I can’t cut.
Not that I planned on it, but I mean, triggers won’t disappear. I’m less triggered when I’m not home, but still. I have a roommate now, and community bathrooms aren’t the greatest hiding places. It’ll be inconvenient, which is a good thing. I’m hoping that if I feel triggered a lot I can just go to therapy on campus. That’s one thing I’ve promised myself I’ll do: the...
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Reblog if you honestly believe you're ugly.
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it all comes out.
when i drink, i cant keep the horrible from the surface. it comes out in uncontrollable sobs. i wish it would go away but it needs out.
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i just need to breathe. come on. you can do it.
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how mcr saves me.
mcr makes me happy. the ideas in their music and the almost operatic complexity to their music actually makes me smile all the time. i could be so down and so depressed. my brain chemistry leans towards that. but i listen to mcr and even when im actually not doing that well i wont feel it as acutely as i would have if i werent listening to them. they take the sting out of the bite and make...
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i really should go to sleep before all the shit i...
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42) I'm just so depressed and I don't know why.
Reblog If You're Suicidal
I'm dead but breathing.
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im such a child
i cry at everything. literally.
A human will die after an average of 264 hours of...
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onwards . . . i suppose.
ill do my best to keep breathing.
to not cringe and nearly start crying every time i see my reflection or become aware of my size.
to see some sort of attractiveness. i mean other people can see it.
im going to try. im not saying im going to succeed.
but i am going to try.
a great saturday out on the town
rotteninsideandout:
“we should go casket shopping together”
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am i too broken to love? to be loved?
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its not that i want to die. its not that i want to starve myself until i can stand the sight of myself and fall asleep with any of my limbs touching.
i just want to feel okay. i want to feel alright with myself and be able to breathe normally all day. to not have a minor panic attack or depressive episode at work while trying to smile at customers and not hate them for existing and being in my...
9506) I hate everything about myself.
I starve for perfection.: Approaching someone with... →
fit-skinny-toned:
fragilefille:
thinkthinthighs:
sweetthinspiration:
I’m grateful to say that little of this applies to me. But I get it. And I wish more people did.
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This completely applies to me. All of these things make me feel worse, I…
